Jon E - Netherlands - Service - Afro-Euro - Meeting 433
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John E, a recovering alcoholic from the Netherlands, shares his powerful journey from a life of chaos, criminality, and addiction to one of responsibility, service, and deep recovery through the 12-step program. He recounts a childhood marked by fear, anxiety, and behavioral extremes, which led him to alcohol at age 13 as a coping mechanism. Over decades, he built a destructive life as a criminal and father, ultimately losing his family, career, and health before hitting rock bottom in 2020. His turning point came after a hospitalization and a delirium tremens episode, which led to surrender and entry into a 12-step treatment center. He describes how service—starting with simply opening and closing meeting doors—became the foundation of his recovery, teaching him accountability and reliability. Today, he serves in multiple roles, including H&I (Hospitals and Institutions), organizes international conventions, and mentors others. His life has transformed: he’s rebuilt relationships with his children, supported his dying parents with dignity, and now works as a forensic coach and is launching a safe house for addicts. John emphasizes that recovery isn’t just about sobriety—it’s about living with integrity, doing daily spiritual work, and practicing the 12 steps in every aspect of life, not just in meetings.
Service is not a chore—it’s the gateway to responsibility, reliability, and self-worth.
Surrender comes not from perfection but from hitting rock bottom and admitting you can’t do it alone.
Step 11 is not about maintaining contact with God—it’s about improving it daily through prayer, meditation, and mindfulness.
Living amends—showing up consistently and being present—is more powerful than making direct apologies.
Recovery isn’t just about stopping drinking—it’s about building a life where you can be trusted, loved, and useful.
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Opening Ceremony and Welcome
Lisa S opens RICO 12 with a moment of silence for suffering addicts, a set-aside prayer, and an introduction to the organization’s mission of sharing recovery tools across addictions and backgrounds.
John E’s Journey: From Fear to Surrender
“I was so afraid. And I just did not know even that I was afraid.”
Criminal Life and Rock Bottom
“The most horrible day in my life, I get to celebrate now every year.”
Service as the Foundation of Recovery
“I can't have it that there's no meeting because I'm not there, you know.”
Living Amends and Rebuilding Relationships
“I'm showing up. I'm showing up. I'm always there.”
“If I haven't been an alcoholic, my life would still be a mess.”
“The most horrible day in my life, I get to celebrate now every year.”
“Practicing all these principles in all my affairs—that's where the juice is.”
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Guest
John E
person
RICO 12
organization
Alcoholics Anonymous
organization
Lisa S
person
Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous
book
Justin B
person
Nicky M
person
Cocaine Anonymous
organization
H&I
other
David G
person
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